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With that said! I’m supper glad to be back! Oh you know, All I will say is that my excuse is(I have been extremely busy.)
What am I trying to say? I am busy, but this is a priority I will make time!
I recently attended an event with friends from church. For this event I would be gone from 9 am to 3 pm and just to clarify there were babies allowed, but I preferred not to take him. It was going to be many hours and I didn’t want him to get fussy.
We decided to let dad take care of him….
This was a big step in my motherhood journey. From the day my son was born until now, day and night he had been by my side. I knew that he would be safe with my husband. It was me,who didn’t feel like I was ready to be without him.
When we arrived at the location, I was having second thoughts about leaving him.
I worried, What if he misses me? If he cries, If dad doesn’t know what to do, Will he be okay without me? Holding my tears back I stepped out of the car. I kept walking and told myself that everything would be okay. My husband texted me pictures and kept reassuring me that he was fine.
When they arrived to pick me up I saw Alexander happy to see me, but I also saw that he had been fine all day. I knew that this was going to be part of being a mother, One day learning that our children are just ours for a short period of time.
Things are much easier said than done, and unfortunately I am a mother who does not trust anyone with my child. At least not now, that he cannot speak or defend himself. The only person I trust is my husband, there is too many things that happen to children that parents do not even know.
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