Night thoughts approach, I find that it is the only time I have to myself. My son is turning four months in a few days. Where has time gone? Before giving birth I did go in with a mindset that time would go by too quickly, if there is something valuable that we as humans need to value it would be TIME . I can say like every other mom “It goes by too fast!”
I love my son so so much…
He keeps me going.
Waking up and seeing that smile turns my day into an adventure.
I don’t know what I would do without him, but….
What happens on those days when your just not having it?
When everything seems to much….
All I want to do is sleep..
I feel fat, lonely, without energy.
Like no one cares.
I have no friends..
I am a positive person
I know this is not me..
I fear my parenting, my sons future, my sons life.
I know everything is in Gods hands..
Does anyone else feel like this?
It seems to happen closer to my menstrual cycle..
Is something wrong with me?
Am I a bad mother..
Share your thought, please